If i walk, would you run?
If i stop, would you come?
If i say you're the one, would you believe me?
If i ask you to stay, would you show me the way?
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me.
The world is catching up to you
While you're running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe i'm not ready

Chorus
But I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

If i sing you a song, would you sing along?
Or wait till i'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If i give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful.
Am i catching up to you?
While your running away to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe i'm not ready

Chorus
But I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

I will try for your love
I can hide up above

2x huh huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh huh huhhh

If i walk would you run
If i stop would you come
If i say you're the one would you believe me

Assalamualaikum,

Again, time to entangle all the webs after such a long time since I've last updated this blog. It is particularly due to my business with work and Facebook. That's right...blame it on something else. The truth is, so many things that have happened recently towards the end of 2009. Last December, as the data manager for one of my department's incoming research I was sent for a training course in Melbourne, Australia. Since this is my first time there and my old digital camera was nowhere in working condition, I decided to grab a new one. Decided not to go for SLR as yet due to financial constraint, I chose compact camera instead. So the day before I flew to Melbourne, I did some camera hunting.

I saw this interesting model from Olympus. But the salesman who was ironically wearing an Olympus shirt went against my will. He insisted that I was about to make a disastrous decision. So he took out several more models which cost the same such as Panasonic Lumix, Canon Powershot and Sony Cyber-shot. Initially took the same scene from those cameras and start snapping. Eventually, in my personal opinion, Panasonic Lumix won the competition in terms of picture quality. Canon Powershot and Sony Cyber-shot came in second head-to-head. Unfortunately, the lack of appearance made me less interested. So the decision made was based on two important factors...picture quality and physical appearance. And the winner is Sony Cybershot T-900.

Sony Cyber-shot T900 specifications
• Chic, ultra-slim design (15.1mm)
• 12.1 effective megapixels
• 3.5-inch wide Xtra Fine LCD touchscreen
• Carl Zeiss 4x optical zoom lens
• Record 720p HD movie clips
• Optical SteadyShot for clearer handheld shooting
• Enhanced Face Detection and Smile Shutter technology

Don’t want much, I just want everything
Thought that I could, do almost anything
One step in front of the other
Thought that I could do it alone

In the blink of an eye, it’s just another day
Telling me why, I’ll find another way
Got this feeling, got me reeling
I can almost start believing

Now there’s me and you
And we are not alone
You and me, me are together now
Through my window, I can see there’s
More than you and more than me

Me and you, And we are not alone
Different view, We are together now
Through my window, I can see
Our wildest dreams could be so real

I see a spark, it starts a fire
Is this the one worth waiting for?
Thought that I could do it without you
Can’t exist like this anymore

Now there’s me and you
And we are not alone
You and me
We are together now

Through my window, I can see there’s
More than you and more than me

Now there’s me and you, you and me
We are not alone and we are together
Through my window I can see
Our wildest dreams could be so real

Assalamualaikum,

N97 Mini was in my wishlist until this baby pops out from my browser, and straight away I was in love with it...here's a brief description of this soon to be mine Nokia N900. Hehehe

The N900 has a side-sliding QWERTY keyboard and an 800x480-pixel resistive touch screen. According to the man who let the cat out of the bag, the build quality is similar to the Nokia E75.

The device will also have a 5-megapixel camera with F2.8 lens, 32GB of onboard memory with a microSD card slot for up to 32GB (bringing the total capacity to a whopping 64GB), a micro-USB port, 1,320mAh battery, GPS and TV-out. But these details are not as interesting as the Maemo 5 software that the device is running on.

Without doubt this is Nokia’s hottest handset to date. And one we think has every chance of going toe–to–toe with the very best smartphones out there. And that means the iPhone 3GS and HTC Hero.

Nokia N900 Specifications

Display

- 3.5 inch touch-sensitive widescreen display
- 800 × 480 pixel resolution

Language support

- British English, American English, Canadian French, Czech, Danish, Dutch, Finnish, French, German, Italian, Norwegian, Polish, Portuguese, Spanish, Latin American Spanish, Swedish, Russian

Connectivity

- 3.5mm AV connector
- TV out (PAL/NTSC) with Nokia Video Connectivity Cable
- Micro-USB connector, High-Speed USB 2.0
- Bluetooth v2.1 including support for stereo headsets
- Integrated FM transmitter
- Integrated GPS with A-GPS

Battery

- BL-5J 1320mAh

Processor and 3D accelerator

- TI OMAP 3430: ARM Cortex-A8 600 MHz, PowerVR SGX with OpenGL ES 2.0 support

Memory

- Up to 1GB of application memory (256 MB RAM, 768 MB virtual memory)

Size and weight

- Volume: Approx 113cc

- Dimensions: 110.9 × 59.8 × 18 (19.55 at thickest part) mm

- Weight: Approx 181g

Mass memory

- 32 GB internal storage
- Store up to 7000 MP3 songs or 40 hours of high-quality video
- Up to 16 GB of additional storage with an external microSD card

Keys and input method

- Full QWERTY tactile keyboard
- Full QWERTY onscreen keyboard

Colour

- Black

Operating frequency

- Quad-band GSM EDGE 850/900/1800/1900
- WCDMA 900/1700/2100 MHz

Data network

- GPRS class A, multislot class 32, maximum speed 107/64.2 kbps (DL/UL)
- EDGE class A, multislot class 32, maximum speed 296/177.6 kbps (DL/UL)
- WCDMA 900/1700/2100. Maximum speed PS 384/384 kbps (DL/UL)
- HSPA 900/1700/2100. Maximum speed PS 10/2 Mbps (DL/UL) WLAN IEEE 802.11b/g

Call features

- Integrated hands-free stereo speakers
- Call waiting, call hold, call divert
- Call timer
- Logging of dialed, received and missed calls
- Speed dialing via contact widget
- Virbrating alert (internal)
- Side volume keys
- Mute/unmute
- Contacts with images
- Conference calling with up to 3 participants
- Internet calling

Email & Messaging

- Supported protocols: Mail for Exchange, IMAP, POP3, SMTP
- Support for email attachments
- Support for rich HTML
- SMS and Instant Messages as conversations
- Support for Nokia Messaging service
- Instant messaging and presence enhanced contacts
- Multiple number, email and Instant Messaging details per contact, contacts with images
- Support for assigning images to contacts

Web browsing

- Maemo browser powered by Mozilla technology
- Adobe Flash™ 9.4 support
- Full screen browsing

GPS and navigation

- Integrated GPS, Assisted-GPS, and Cell-based receivers
- Pre-loaded Ovi Maps application
- Automatic geotagging

Camera

- 5 megapixel camera (2584 × 1938 pixels)
- Image formats: JPEG
- CMOS sensor, Carl Zeiss optics, Tessar lens
- 3 × digital zoom
- Autofocus with assist light and two-stage capture key
- Dual LED flash
- Full-screen viewfinder
- Photo editor on device
- TV out (PAL/NTSC) with Nokia Video Connectivity Cable (CA-75U, included in box) or WLAN/UPnP
- Landscape (horizontal) orientation
- Capture modes: Automatic, portrait, video, macro, landscape, action

Video

- Wide aspect ratio 16:9 (WVGA)
- Video recording file format: .mp4; codec: MPEG-4
- Video recording at up to 848 × 480 pixels (WVGA) and up to 25fps
- Video playback file formats: .mp4, .avi, .wmv, .3gp; codecs: H.264, MPEG-4, Xvid, WMV, H.263

Music and audio playback

- Maemo media player
- Music playback file formats: .wav, .mp3, .AAC, .eAAC, .wma, .m4a
- Built-in FM transmitter
- Ring tones: .wav, .mp3, .AAC, .eAAC, .wma, .m4a
- FR, EFR, WCDMA, and GSM AMR
- Digital stereo microphone
- DLNA

Personalisation

- Background pictures
- Widgets on your desktops
- Intelligent contact shortcuts
- Shortcuts to your favourite websites
- Shortcuts to applications
- Themes

Operating system

- Maemo 5 software on Linux

Applications

- Maemo Browser
- Phone
- Conversations
- Contacts
- Camera
- Photos
- Media player
- Email
- Calendar
- Ovi Maps
- Clock
- Notes
- Calculator
- PDF reader
- File manager
- RSS reader
- Sketch
- Games
- Widgets
- Application manager for downloads

Gaming

- Bounce
- Chess
- Mahjong

What's in the box

- Nokia N900
- Nokia Battery (BL-5J)
- Nokia High Efficiency Charger (AC-10)
- Nokia Stereo Headset (WH-205)
- Video out cable (CA-75U)
- Nokia charger adaptor (CA-146C)
- Cleaning cloth

Before I end this post, check out this video...

I am in love with it...I'm hooked. Please Nokia N900, please be mine!!!

Assalamualaikum,

Today, one part of my dream is being fulfill. I finally bought myself a house which is scheduled to be ready early next year.

Behold....my future dream house....

Assalmualaikum,

Again, sleepless night. I am finding myself in that situation of having trouble to get to sleep. I am currently writing from the comfort of my hotel room where I will be staying to attend KMK which actually stands for Kumpulan Meningkat Mutu Kerja. I remember my former Ketua Unit used to called it Kumpulan Malas Bekerja instead. Funnily, now I am one of the team members who enters this so called prestigious competition.

There are something bugging my mind right now. Not the fact that I am indeed very nervous about tomorrow, there is something else that keeps me awake night after night and yet I am without any answer to satisfy me. My room mate's snoring didn't help either. He still snores even wearing that Breath Right thing on his nose. I guess he is really that tired over today preparation for the KMK tomorrow.

Ok la...I better force myself to bed. Otherwise I won't be able to concentrate tomorrow...wish me luck k....take care now bye bye then....

Assalamualaikum,

I thought it was over and I thought wrong. Yesterday it happened again. If this thing continues then I will have to lodge and official complaint and maybe ask for a refund for the every downtime of Celcom Broadband that occur. Hey, I should get my money worth paying. I'm not spending it for a wireless broadband that blinks for hours without any valid connections.

Curses!!!!

Assalamualaikum,

Yesterday something bad happened, and today a lie have been told....

Kesesakan punca talian Celcom bermasalah

KUALA LUMPUR 24 Sept. - Talian telefon mudah alih Celcom (M) Berhad di seluruh negara hari ini mengalami gangguan selama 12 jam ekoran peningkatan panggilan yang luar biasa.

Penyedia perkhidmatan talian mudah alih itu hari ini mencatatkan peningkatan lima kali ganda untuk panggilan domestik dan sembilan kali ganda bagi panggilan antarabangsa.

Pada kebiasaannya di musim perayaan, Celcom mencatatkan antara 750,000 hingga 150 juta panggilan tetapi hari ini ia dianggarkan meningkat sehingga 750 juta panggilan.

Ketua Pegawai Eksekutifnya, Datuk Seri Shazalli Ramly dalam penjelasannya memberitahu, peningkatan itu berpunca daripada pengguna Celcom yang telah mula kembali ke ibu kota dan melakukan panggilan hampir serentak.

''Keadaan itu menyebabkan Stesen Penerima (Node) berkapasiti tinggi milik kami di Kepong mengalami kesesakan yang teruk.

''Pada mulanya kami cuba mengatasi kesesakan itu dengan mengaktifkan Node berkapasiti tinggi kedua yang terletak di Seberang Perai, Pulau Pinang tetapi malangnya ia turut sesak,'' katanya ketika dihubungi Utusan Malaysia di sini hari ini.

Jelasnya, walaupun kesesakan itu berlaku diseluruh negara, tetapi pengguna Celcom di Lembah Klang menerima kesan paling teruk.

Menurut beliau, kesesakan talian mulai berlaku pukul 9.30 pagi dan mampu diatasi sepenuhnya pada pukul 9 malam.

Shazalli berkata, hanya perkhidmatan panggilan Celcom ke Celcom sahaja yang menghadapi masalah manakala perkhidmatan lain seperti khidmat pesanan ringkas (SMS), emel, perkhidmatan jalur lebar dan panggilan ke rangkaian lain tidak terjejas.

Jelasnya lagi, gangguan panggilan itu hanya melibatkan syarikat telekomunikasi tersebut kerana majoriti pelanggan Celcom adalah masyarakat Melayu yang mana penggunaan mereka untuk panggilan dan SMS meningkat setiap kali Hari Raya Aidilfitri.

Mengenai kerugian yang terpaksa ditanggung oleh Celcom, Shazalli bagaimanapun enggan mengulas lanjut.

Jelasnya, apa yang penting pengguna boleh menikmati semula semua perkhidmatan yang ditawarkan Celcom tanpa masalah.

Shazalli seterusnya memohon maaf kepada semua pelanggan Celcom di atas kesesakan talian yang tidak dapat dielakkan itu.

Ok...here goes. I admit that they may had a problem yesterday, but I'm still not satisfied with the statement released to the press that the broadband service was not in any way affected yesterday. I even called them at 9 pm yesterday because they said that the problem was to be resolve at that time. However, I was still unable to connect to the internet through my broadband until it was 10 something. Those red highlighted italic statements quotes above was all a lie. Why don't just admit it and do something about it. Like increasing the bandwidth perhaps...I don't know. I think they should take their word back as the fastest wireless broadband service provider and shove it back into their @$$!!!.

Anyway, thankfully things are back to normal now and I hope they learn their lesson well. Don't just go bragging around as the best wireless broadband provider with no solid proof to back it up.

p.s: All my crops nearly ruined if I didn't have alternative access to the internet like TM Streamyx.

p.s 2: Wish that many customer will switch to P1WiMax and leave a big bandwidth in Celcom Broadband.....huhuhu

Assalamualaikum,

Sekarang ini, Malaysia tengah hangat dengan inspirasi 1Malaysia yang dibawa oleh Perdana Menteri kita yang kini sedang sibuk diwarwarkan melalui pelbagai media termasuk media elektronik, media cetak dan sebagainya.

Sekiranya aku diminta untuk menulis esei tentang bagaimana untuk menanam semangat 1Malaysia dikalangan rakyat Malaysia dalam ujian PTK sudah tentunya aku akan tulis menulis tentang penggunaan media TV dan radio. Tapi malangnya dalam realiti sebaliknya berlaku.

Kita sering lihat iklan 1Malaysia disiarkan berulang-ulang tetapi apabila rancangan-rancangan yang disusun oleh stesen kendalian kerajaan mahupun swasta merangkumi drama-drama dari negara seberang. Sangat sukar untuk menonton rancangan 'buatan' Malaysia pada waktu-waktu puncak dimana penonton amat ramai. Persoalannya adalah, TV hendak promote 1Malaysia ke 1Indonesia?Dari pandangan aku lagi, rancangan-rancangan dari Malaysia pulak ditolak ke waktu-waktu pelik dan semestinya dirasakan tidak mempunyai ramai penonton kerana yakin semuanya sibuk dengan waktu kerja.

Lagipun, aku rasa stesen TV Malaysia nih terhegeh2 lah menyiarkan rancangan Indonesia, tapi orang kat sana bersyukur pon idak. Orang kita lupa, derang nih pasal tarian bodoh pon nak carik pasal dengan Malaysia. Padahal bukan salah orang sini pon. Aku rasa pon, tak mati orang Malaysia kalau tak dapat tengok drama Indon. Lagipon banyak yang aku rasa tak elok sangat untuk tontonan rakyat Malaysia.

Sedarlah wahai Menteri Penyiaran, TV Malaysia untuk rakyat Malaysia. Jangan dah jadi macam RCTI je aku tengok. Kalau nak support 1Malaysia, buat dengan betul2. Jangan kat mulut je kuat melaungkan kata2 sokongan tapi tak tindakan tuh membuatkan orang Malaysia pon nak jadi Indon.

p.s : Sket2 boleh lagi lah, tapi kalau dah lebeh2 apa2 pon memudaratkan...

Assalamualaikum,

Harini terpanggil untuk menulis sesuatu akibat sedikit kecewa dengan situasi yang menimpa kakitangan awam kerajaan. Bukan menulis untuk menandakan anti-kerajaan tapi sekadar meluahkan apa yang terperap didada.

Tajuk kat atas tu mungkin akan menyinggung perasaan sesebuah negara tapi itu hanyalah peribahasa. Dah taktau ada peribahasa lain yang boleh digunakan dalam situasi seperti ini.

Of course by now, you people might be thinking what the hell am I babbling about. This is about the government servants not getting any bonus for two years in a row. Of course kakitangan sokongan kalini lebih bernasib baik kerana dapat juga tahun nih. Tetapi itu bukanlah isu yang membuatkan hati ini sedikit membara dan geram. Sebaliknya hairan kenapa kerajaan yang aku berkhidmat selama nih lebih mengutamakan sesetengah negara luar berbanding dengan rakyatnya sendiri. Memang orang luar ada krisis, tetapi terimalah hakikat rakyat negara ini juga ada krisisnya sendiri. Jangan hanya membuat keputusan untuk meraih populariti sahaja. Ingatlah balik siapa yang mengundi memilih kerajaan masa kini. I am starting to have some doubt and regret over my obvious selection in the last election.

Entahla, not like babbling here is going to do any good and change the decision. It just a good exercise to avoid exploding myself in real world. I may look cool but honestly I am sick with the decision not to give any bonus this year, especially after not receiving any last year.

Anyhow, I think this decision is a very bad one. Not only it will effect the mentality of government servants, but also to which side the vote will swing in this very near election. Its funny how death follows politicians everytime an election finishes. 'They' should be really scared with this domino pattern. Huhuhu.

I done for now, I've vent out some of my anger for the moment. Just hope that they rethink about their unpopular decision over the next few days...

Assalamualaikum,

Since today is my day off and I am beginning to get bored, so I went to 1Malaysia's site to cast my vote on the 1Malaysia 10 finalist. After listening for a while and judging, some of them are really good but I've only like one or two songs. This is one of them...

Malaysia Satu

ARTIS:

Faizal Tahir

KOMPOSER: Audi Mok

PENULIS LIRIK: Nur Fatima

Ku teguh berdiri tiada lagi ragu atau gentar
Ku terus berani melangkah maju terus ke hadapan
Satu impian nyawaku pertaruhkan

Genggaman tanganmu,
semangatku terus oh membara
janji ku pada mu,
harapanmu ingin ku laksanakan

kau adalah ilham pada mereka yang ingin berjaya
Kau terus berjuang demi membawa perubahan
satu impian oh berjuta harapan

Genggaman tanganmu,
semangatku terus membara
janji ku pada mu,
harapanmu ingin ku laksanakan

Satu Malaysia,
kita inspirasi pada dunia Nama kan dijulang,
kita menjadi kebanggaan
Satu wawasan bersama bergandingan..

Genggaman tanganmu,
semangatku terus membara
janji ku pada mu,
harapanmu ingin ku laksanakan

I voted my selection already for a chance to win a Blackberry. So go ahead guys and vote now...

Assalamualaikum,

I had a revelation today, particularly about a disease I have been suffering for the past decade. I am going to talk about my tonsil problem.

An infection on my tonsil for the past few days have caused it to bleed today. Not that it is the first time it happens but surprisingly this is the first time I have it during the fasting month. And only Allah knows how bad I suffered since yesterday. Nevertheless I still go on with my fasting routine. Would not want to tarnish my clean record.

Anyways, a visit to my regular clinic but this time with an unfamiliar consultation with a new doctor recommended me to have it remove. Based on my medical visit, he said that I was a genuine candidate to have it remove immediately. That gave me and my Mama a big scare. She even had a long discussion about the side effects that might occur once I have it removed. But in the end the doctor insisted that it was the best solution for me. As for me, I sincerely hate the thought of having a part of me sliced up. Not after I've been circumcised long time ago. Hehe.

Anyhow, I came back home with a bag of medicines but still have to wait until Maghrib to eat them. I keep telling myself there should be some other ways of dealing with the problem. And I did some research over the internet. Here are my findings...



It's a stone??? That is new to me. I thought it was just a lump. And this is another something new to me...

You can use a tongue scrapper for tonsilloliths removal. You can get as far back in your mouth and get rid of the annoying stones. You can also use a toothbrush too for the same purpose.

Scrape it out? What the??? It is said that tonsil is a stone caused by excessive amount of calcium in our body. The funny thing is that I take a pill of calcium daily to make sure I have strong bones. This is a setback....hmmm.

Whatever it is, I am going to browse for more tips of getting rid of these tonsils permanently the natural ways without having to go through any operations. Wish me luck.

Assalamualaikum,

It took me so long to write one entry. And one on a special day as a birthday. Yes, today is my 28th birthday and its the first time celebrated at my new workplace. Hiks.

Many thanks for those who wished me the whole day. Thanks for all your thoughts.

Ramadhan is also just around the corner and I take this opportunity to wish all you out there Salam Ramadhan...

p.s : should be able to lose some weight during that period...hehehe.

Assalamualaikum,

After so many years of wishing, finally it came through. Ever since I started working, mainly from KMJ, I've always asked the superior to send me to a Macromedia Flash course. I would remind myself to make it a point to write it in my SKT form that I wanted to attend such course. But, unfortunately for me, I never had that opportunity there.

Today, for the past few days my wish finally became reality. I was sent to attend a Macromedia Flash 8 course here at Bahagian Teknologi Pendidikan Negeri Selangor, somewhere near Shah Alam. Although this time, the course was not arranged at any glorious hotel, I am satisfied because the main objective is to learn Flash and not bother about the accommodation.

I should be able to come up with some kind of a product at the end of the course. And maybe, just maybe I would share it in here with you guys...

Until then, take care now bye bye then...got Flash presentation to finish...huhuhu