Assalamualaikum

I finally surrendered and turn myself into a 24 hour clinic near my house after clogging almost all my air path with mucus and flam.

After consuming the medicine given to me, I dozed off at every chance I get. Basically today, I lived a life of a male lion who happens to sleep almost 80% in a day. When I woke up, the flam and mucus is very much gone, but I couldn't feel or taste anything that comes in my mouth. Pity me. Even as I type right now, I am still groggy and can anytime doze off again. Hiks.

Being tasteless and feeling less, reminded me of the Linkin Park song....numb

Linkin Park - Numb



tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
i don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

(just caught in the undertoe just caught in the undertoe)
every step that i take is another mistake to you
(just caught in the undertoe just caught in the undertoe)

i've become so numb i can't feel you there
i've become so tired so much more aware
i'm becoming this all i want to do
is be more like me and be less like you

can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
because everything thing that you thought of me
has fallen apart right in front of you

(just caught in the undertoe just caught in the undertoe)
every step that i take is another mistake to you
(just caught in the undertoe just caught in the undertoe)
and everysecond i waste is more than i can take

i've become so numb i can't feel you there
i've become so tired so much more aware
i'm becoming this all i want to do
is be more like me and be less like you

and i know i may end up failing too
but i know you just were just like me
with someone dissapointed in you

i've become so numb i can't feel you there
i've become so tired so much more aware
i'm becoming this all i want to do
is be more like me and be less like you

i've become so numb i can't feel you there
i'm tired of being what you want me to be
i've become so numb i can't feel you there
i'm tired of beign who you want me to be