Wow...

dah lama tak cakap sorang2 macam orang gila kat sini. Kengkadang malas nak tulis sebab rasanya macam orang dah tak baca sebab jarang2 sangat apdet kat sini sebab sibuk tahap gabanz sejak mengajar kuliah sepenuh masa nih...

Tapi bagus gak sekali sekala bebel tak tentu pasal kati sini sebab kita kena terima hakikat bukan ada orang nak dengar kita bebel. Oh heck! Bukan ada orang nak dengar kalau dah cakap personally pon. The truth is you can never stop other people's free will of choosing. I realize I can't control everything...I can't control anything.

So what to do? Biarlah orang nak buat apa pon kan? Lagi kita pikir lagi semak kepala otak nih yang sepatutnya boleh aku guna nak buat mender2 lagi berpaedah. Dah orang taknak dengar takkan kita nak paksa. Only makes my blood go upstairs je kan? Sape mintak? Sape suruh?

Rasa pon sejak akhir2 nih, sumer orang tau kecuali aku, orang tau pasal aku yang aku tak tau. Aku rasa macam dunia nih penuh konspirasi untuk menjatuhkan aku. Huhuhu. Dah jadi Schizophreniac ke aku nih?

Apa pon lusa nak gi Rompin untuk release tensen. Ada team-building, ada flying fox, jungle trekking dan macam2 mender yang takder kena ngena ngan kerja. Tempat tuh pon bukan ada signal tepon sangat pon.

BTW, I'm listening to the latest Maroon 5 Album and I like it very much..catchy!

Makes Me Wonder
by Maroon 5

[Verse]
I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry

Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
'Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)

So this is goodbye

[Verse]
God damn my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid

I want to dive into you
Forget what you're going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

[Chorus 1 + 2]
Give me something to believe in
'Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try

And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye

[Breakdown]
I've been here before
One day a week
And it won't hurt anymore

You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don't have a meaning
'Cause

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you
And I...and so this is goodbye

[Chorus 1 + 2]
Give me something to believe in
'Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore

I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try

And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye

So this is goodbye, yeah (x 3)
(Oh no)